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Thursday, March 17, 2011
I can't believe that they actually stood up for me :D I can't believe that. I guess, I'm loved after all Thanks guys (: Wednesday, August 4, 2010 Nooo, I can't believe I blew this. It was seemingly so, damn, easy. I guess that's what life is, isnt it? It hits you when everything seems picturesquely perfect. Woah. I won't update this blog anymore. Penning down my thoughts online, is an insult to my privacy. I have been an idiot all along. Always is, always am. Dont know why I never realised that before. :B Bye people! -you know you love me- <3 Sunday, July 18, 2010 Awesomeeez. Big walk today! Woke up at 5am hehe (: just before the walk officially began, I took a balloon. Lalalala heh flying balloon! Lovelove! Unknowingly, it slipped my hand, and I looked up to realise that it has gone up up up into the sky. The colour contrast is rather absurd, honestly, striking yellow set against a background of pale blue.. Okay that's not the main point. It got me thinking. Just seconds ago, it was right there fastened in my hand, and in the blink of an eye, it's gone, and I will not have have another chance to reverse this order of events anymore.. I must make sure that I minimise as much as possible the things that I will come to regret in life. Anywayy. I got to walk on the actual circuit track that the f1 drivers go through. I was in a daze, dreaming about the upcoming sg grand prix throughout the entire walk. Haha, silly me. My mum says if I get 6 points for Os, she will consider getting a seat for me at the paddock. Oh yeah, it totally serves as a source of motivation for me! (: Ohman. I told myself that you aren't important, but deep down, I know that you'll always will be. Thus. I shall concede that you do matter. ): I realllly hope kimi will come back next year, and revert back to his old self in 2007, at his prime, and achieve a miracle all over again. Hehe :D At the end of years, there's a chopin competition. It slipped my mind ): idk whether I should join... Nvm, I'll discuss wif my teacher and maul about it later. It's for the experience anyways (: Righttt. It has come to my realization that this post is really random, from f1 to chopin (no link, girl) -.- whatever, that actually depicts my character well ahaha :DDD Gotta go study, there's a MGS strings concert in the evening. Looking forward to it (: ciaoo humans ! ^^ Tuesday, July 13, 2010 REALIZATION FOR TODAY: CHARLYN LEE PEI YI IS A NAGGY WOMAN. But she doesnt succeed! OH AND SHE IS NOT STRAIGHT. She is crooked. :BB HEHEH OKAY BYEBYE (: p.s. chinese remedial._. Sunday, July 11, 2010 Today.. I just slacked around. Amanda you shall stop slacking. I must strive to be a model student :D just finished watching f1! hehe, it was awesomezz, cuz alonso had a penalty drivethrough. I wish he has one every race (: teehee, gooodnight. i want to dream of lollipops, strawberries, and what-not. anything but the lit test tmr! NETHERLANDS JIAYOU! Saturday, July 10, 2010 The previous post is a self reflection, and isn't directed to anyone (: Jasmine, stay strong, for yourself, and for everyone else who loves you . I'm sure you can pull through this, girl (: Life is unfair, it always is. I hate to reminisince about the past, because when I do analyse and dissect my life, I realise how fruitless it has been. Farewell, has been rather.. Daunting?! I don't know whether that word is appropiate for it. Nevertheless, that's my impressoon of it, so bear with me alright? :) I will especially miss the seniors, esp my twin, standpartner, and busmate. They have brought about precious memories of inexplicable joy and sorrow for me. I don't know whether I am deemed as significant in their eyes, but either way, it's fine by me. Priceless lessons learnt, tears shed, and raging emotions, are just but what a typical adolescent goes through. Everyone has setbacks, and the difference is how one goes about solving them. To stay strong and perservere, or to admit defeat? I'm really blessed to have seniors whom constantly guide me throughout emotional turmoils, turmoils that even I lost faith in myself, positive that I couldnt escape this setback unscathed. It's really touching when one gives up and allows Fate to overwhelm them, but their seniors still fight so hard for her. Thank you, if any of you are reading this, for being a constant source of light and guidance to me. I won't ever, ever forget the wonderful memories we had together (: Esp. may loh, thanks so much. Thanks for everything, for just being there through it all (: ... Baby, baby, baby, how I wish the rain would come, and wash away my tears. Sardonic isn't it? Humans are gifted with the prvilege to be able to feel and love, and yet many veils these privileges within them, till a point when one can't bottle them any longer. Idiots, I say. I'm no exclusion. This is paraphrased from Celine Dion's song, Because You Loved Me. Its really motivational, and I think that its rather suitable for this post. For all those times you stood by me For all those times that you made me see For all those times when you looked at me You saw the best there was in me You gave me love when I couldn't reach You gave me faith cuz you believed, I'm everything I am because, You loved me. Cya! Till next time (: |
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